There are certain situations we just can’t prepare ourselves for. There are certain situations we should not prepare ourselves for even though we know we are most certain to face them at some point in our life. There are certain persons we cannot imagine living without. Not even when they are already gone. There are certain things we cannot understand. And maybe there are certain things we should not understand.
I faced one of these situations, I lost one of those persons and I am left with one of these questions that I will never know the answer to –at least not in this world or in this life.
There are two people in my life I know have always loved me, who I have always been able to turn to for comfort, who would support me in anything I decided to do… Those two people taught me that real love is not depending on who you are, what you are, what you do, what you say or even what you think –true love is when you love someone for just being. These two people have always loved me for just being since they knew I was going to be.
I have lost one of these two precious people… I have lost the one man who would give up anything for me, who knew me better than anyone, who loved me more than any man will ever love me.
It seems my life should stop. How can anything else be important when I have lost one of these precious person? My sadness should be taking over everything.
It is and it is not… I am continuing... so are everybody else… we have to, we need to… we cannot do anything else…
Many words can be spoken about the matter and none of them will really do… because one feeling is so strong… the missing… missing the routines, the things we shared, the comfort, the support, the laugher, the things that were and the things that we thought were to be…
Nothing will ever be the same, only the love… Because this very special and precious man, my dad, will always be missed…
And still, I continue, we continue because everything else continues…
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